I just got done with dinner and I was thinking I really want a bowl of ice cream, or maybe a couple glasses of wine. Not together because red wine with ice cream at the same time sounds dreadful. Anyway I just happened to look at my calendar for tomorrow and it said 'gym'. I thought to myself "I'll never reach my goal if I keep behaving this way" so no ice cream and no red wine, at least not tonight. I'm not saying I'll never give into temptation, but I'm not giving in tonight. I made it to the gym 2 times this week and I don't want to give up now. Tomorrow I'm going to get up, put my gym clothes on and head off to the gym after the men leave. I'll be done in time to meet my mother at 10am.
Yes my mother again. She's having her car serviced and I said I would meet her at the dealership then we can go shopping. That means a meal out during the day... again. I will have to stay strong and try to have something without to much grease or carbs. Ha, I'll need all the luck I can get for that. It seems that everywhere you go to eat is just grease and carbs, bad grease and bad carbs. There are a few places I've ran across that have a few things on their menus that are suppose to be low in calories. Usually that consists of food I just don't like to eat, or grilled chicken with some weird sauce. Can't they just make something that looks like real food but without all the grease, bread, potatoes, cheese, what about a vegetable?
I haven't weighed myself since I started this blog because I don't feel like I've been cutting down on calories. I'm still choosing crap over something healthy because something healthy is a pain in the ass to cook, or it gives me a belly ache. Apples are the worst. I can't eat them, which is OK because I really don't like them. I like other fruits, but it seems like most give me a belly ache or they have little to no flavor because they've been picked before they are ripe and shipped in from someplace in South America. Maybe if I just stick with fruits I will get use to them. But in the mean time I need to stay close to a bathroom. It's a good thing I work from home, or maybe it isn't. I do have clients that come here. Hmmm, maybe I can introduce fruit slowly.
One time I thought I would be smart and try those Fiber One bars. They were tasty. And they seemed to satisfy a sweet tooth and fill me up. After about 15 minutes I figured out I couldn't eat those either. The gas lasted the rest of the day and into the night. My husband wasn't too pleased with me that day. Cross Fiber One bars off the list. Tomorrow is a brand new day.
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